به آهستگی..

So, I have worked at a few places by now. Everywhere that I have been to work, I have told my self that I will buy myself a nice girly pink coaster. you know; for my desk. but before I get to do this, something comes up and I decide to leave...so now it has been a couple of years that I have this idea in my head and I have never gotten around to do it...because somehow I know I wont last in some place enough to buy coasters; you see I am always on the verge of leaving...on the edge of my seat ready to leave everything behind and go.. (granted I am a bit lazy too)...so now in my head this coaster thing has become like the ultimate test of commitment..like when I go to a new job I say to myself "do you think you'll last enough to buy coasters here? do you think this place is worth your nice girly pink coaster?!"